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Michael Kohlhaas

Michele Kohlhaas era allevatore di cavalli ed aveva una visione ricorrente: un cerchio con i suoi cavalli e là in mezzo, lui ci vedeva Dio. Nel senso di ciò che è giusto , perfetto: un impeccabile cerchio.

Qualche giorno fa mi è capitato un po' per caso di ascoltare Marco Baliani che leggeva una sua versione di Michele Kohlhaas, leggermente adattata al teatro. Fu così Twenty years ago he started the theater in Italy narrative.

Beyond its historical value-theater, however, the story of Kohlhaas story is poignant and romantic. Politics, in a sense. Because the main character against the Authority in the name of Justice impossible - "If revenge is not the desire of the righteous, then what is the desire of the righteous?" - Calls Kohlhaas, the epilogue of his desperate attempt to repair the To listen to the circle of justice ... if only to understand what it means to read well!

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Samuel

Swollen Ankles Drinking

waiting.

I wanted to write before, but these days il mio umore va un po' dove gli pare e organizzare le idee, i pensieri non è facile. Dopo il secondo consulto, io e Scott abbiamo dovuto prendere una decisione difficile, basata solo su sensazioni e nient'altro. La seconda clinica mi ha proposto un protocollo totalmente diverso, asserendo che nel mio caso il protocollo dell'IRMS non avrà successo...diverse spiegazioni, informazioni e adesso tanta confusione in più. A chi credere? Cosa sarà meglio per me? In realtà però nessuno lo sa, anche perchè ancora non ho provato nessun ciclo di inseminazione artificiale e non si sa come reagirò al cd. bombardamento ormonale.
Alla fine abbiamo deciso di proseguire il percorso iniziato a gennaio con la dott.ssa Greenseid e vedere che happens. If you do not succeed, try the other side.

Last week we had to take a lesson in nursing "... let's call it. In fact, included in the protocol IVF there is a lesson where you teach couples to take the sting! My first thought was: nurses do not have friends? I do not want to do it alone and do not even have to be Scott! Passino the 4 bites per day of various cocktail of hormones that I need to do in the belly, as are those with the insulin needle, but I think I shall have a intramuscularly as important by someone who can be full of love and good intentions as my husband has never had a puncture in his life?!? I ask the nurse if paying, I can make me do the institute. She explains that the injection should be done late at night (like the 23) and that they are closed! I was panic but I say "Oh well, I find someone, you bet?" .

Depression comes to me with the arrival of the last bite of the explanation: the progesterone. This is a thick oil that I'll have to do every day for two months from the date of fertilization. Before you put the ice, then make the shot, then heat the area with a cloth or another because it dissolves the oil, then rub the part, and then, even if you you have to do in the evenings, do not go to bed now because it is likely to remain il cd. “bogno” come lo chiamo io!! Per 2 mesi 'sto lavoro?!?
Scott viene invitato a provare a fare le punture su un manichino di gomma che magicamente tira fuori l'infermiera/insegnante da sotto il tavolo...mi viene pure da ridere a guardare mio marito che tocca un posteriore di gomma prendendo le misure... “dall'osso del bacino...mette la mano...vede? In quest'area..” povera me!!
Nello stesso giorno mi chiama la farmacia “on line” (!!)dell'istituto dicendo che ha ricevuto l'ordine delle medicine e gli serve il mio numero di carta di credito per il pagamento.

Il giorno dopo mi arriva a domicilio tutto il kit: medicinali, siringhe (There's one that looks like a pen .. Space stuff!), Various needles, pads of various types for various stages of treatment, a small container to throw away used needles, and even chocolates! It seems that if you eat chocolate while you do an injection to the brain is confused and does not feel pain! Mah .. I know I'll say!

What I have inside I can not explain it to you. Never before have I have the crystal ball ... just steal a look at my future to know if everything will change with the arrival of a son or if everything will stay the same. A son .. I ... A creature who calls me "mom" ... unthinkable!

now waiting to begin ... in 4 days I will finish the oral care poi mi dovrebbe venire il ciclo e poi... ci siamo: Si cominciaaaa...

Dried Before Period Is Due

ARE ANGRY!

SONO ARRABBIATA! Arrabbiata con me stessa, col passato, col destino. Altro incontro con la dott.ssa Greenseid, altra delusione. Il suo scetticismo mi atterrisce. Il trattamento adatto al mio caso è il più forte ..si parte già col massimo del bombardamento ormonale. Mentre me lo comunica la guardo inespressiva. Ho in testa così tanti pensieri che non trovano una forma verbale di espressione...

Non credevo di essere un caso così disperato. Sembra che la mia riserva ovarica sia uno schifo (scusate il termine tecnico!) e che la mia risposta alle cure non sarà alta. Devo essere consapevole che raramente l'IVF ha successo la prima volta, soprattutto coi miei valori. Le dico: “Si, ho capito, ma io voglio comunque essere positiva” . Lei sorride e concorda: “giusto”, dice. Quel sorriso tranquillo mi comincia ad innervosire. Tutto mi innervosisce. Mi dico: “Se già inizio col massimo e mi continua a dire che dubita che funzionerà, dopo cosa c'è?! Nulla. Non è che posso aumentare la dose di ormoni...”!!

Le faccio le domande che mi ero preparata. Chiedo spiegazioni su un test sul quale faccio molto affidamento, il Preimplantation Genetic Diagnosis . E' un esame che viene fatto sull'embrione (cioè sull'ovulo fecondato in vitro). Prima di impiantarmelo possono analizzarlo per vedere se ci sono anomalie; addirittura possono calcolare le possibilità di aborto e cose simili. Ci tengo tanto, perchè questo mi darebbe la possibilità di arrivare all'amniocentesi più tranquilla e di non dover affrontare un aborto oltre il terzo mese di gravidanza dopo aver affrontato questo calvario per rimanere incinta. Ma nel mio caso il PGD non si può fare! La dott.ssa mi spiega che è un esame invasivo che si fa su embioni forti e dubita che il mio sarà forte.
Esco con in mano il calendario del mio primo ciclo di IVF: inizio i primi di maggio. Sono moralmente, umanamente a terra. Scuoto la testa ripensando alla visita appena conclusa.

La sera I talk to Scott. Collapse. His support is not just me, nothing at the moment I have enough. I just want to cry. Fire phrases, a bit 'rambling ... life ... about why must this happen to me after I'm already facing a life change so much .. I did bad on that ... and so on. The night I make a terrible nightmare stuff ... give birth to children who weigh words.

Yesterday my acupuncturist recommend me a second consultation, suggesting another clinic. GIA '! Meeting my spirit "warrior" and returned home, I start the computer to read information on clinical consigliatami. E. .. I make a discovery that leaves me BASITAAA! The percentage success of the new clinic is more than double the mine! further research (in America you can find all the information on the Internet!) And it seems this is so: in my age group, the percentage of IVF success the new clinic is 35% compared with 15.2% of my current .

Next Wednesday I have an appointment with THE SHER INSTITUTE for Reproductive Medicine for a second consultation ;-)

are already in the hormones and I have only a couple of weeks to decide before starting the cycle, but the opportunity to prove ' artificial insemination are not infinite (the average is three times with a max of 5) and 20 percentage points in più è tanto...

My Dog Has Wart On Lip

studying the techniques of artificial insemination

A una settimana dall'operazione, aspetto con ansia di incontrare la dott.ssa Greenseid il prossimo giovedì.

La mia attività principale in questi giorni è raccogliere informazioni sui vari tipi di inseminazione artificiale. Ormai faccio tutto in inglese perchè le procedure sono diverse dall'Italia e dato che la farò qui, voglio essere informata su cosa succede negli States. Questo mi serve per imparare i termini, così quando parlerò coi medici non farò proprio la figura della scema, e mi è utile anche per capire perfettamente tutti i fogli che io e Scott dobbiamo firmare, documenti che esonerano la clinica da qualsiasi responsabilità legale.

As the American health care system privatized everything, physicians protect themselves from the very risk of a lawsuit by their patients to sign a huge amount of documents proving that the patient was fully informed of everything that will happen (like sheets, "are aware that ovarian stimulation may increase the risk of cancer, which can degenerate into a hyperstimulation of the ovaries, etc. ...").
There are so many clinics for artificial insemination ... the information there. But to translate and understand them is another thing!

There are 3 different types of IVF:

1 - uses a medicine called Lupron (gonadotropin).
The steps are: Start
Menstruation
pill (optional)
At the 21st day of Lupron injections for 7-15 days
36 hours after ovarian stimulation and egg extraction
Embriocultura: fertilize my eggs, usually 4 or 5 , and are grown in the laboratory from 3 to 6 days while tests are different.
Transfer (plant) the best .. usually at least 2
Progesterone and estrogen
After 12 days a pregnancy test.

2 - use another medicine called CETROTIDE, ganirelix.
The steps are: Menstruation

pill

ovarian stimulation on day 4 of ovarian stimulation also use this medicine they call antagonist
Same as above.

3 - is the most powerful treatment, intended for those who have poor ovarian reserve. the Beach before the possibility of using a donor egg thing .. and I absolutely do not want Scott (at least for now)!
The steps are: Menstruation

pill for 10/14 days
After 3 days of the end of the pill, diskette Lupron
After 5 days of the end of the pill also began ovarian stimulation (all still do not know how many days! )
Then everything as above.

What is mine?! Good question by the Dr do.
I'm also trying to understand what values \u200b\u200bare good ... for now I know my value is too high FSH (14.7 on a good average of about 9 or 10).
So, with ovarian stimulation is trying to get from 8 to 15 follicles (eggs) that are the mark of a good quality of my eggs at the time of the explant. The success rate of IVF is related to the number of good quality eggs that fail to grub. Obviously you have to be controlled not to over-stimulate the ovaries, which can also lead to a disease of the ovaries. An eco-transvaginal 3-D (?) Measure the development of the follicles.
must obtain at least four follicles with 14-20mm in diameter. The ideal would be at least 8.
The last article I read claims saying "The women most likely to have a low response to ovarian stimulation are those with a low number of follicles, which have more than 37 years, which have a high FSH or other signs of diminished ovarian reserve."

many questions ... I remember when the Dr. gave us nice little guide for our exams, one of the things he said was his fear that I do not produce many eggs and good quality.
WISH ME GOOD LUCK GUYS!

Meagan Good In Good Hair

Gone with the Wind

not be sad, Mrs. O'Hara.

If you learn to cry but not drown in your tears.

Datti momentum and learns to swim, lift your head and when you need it, take your breath away.

See each other more wealthy when in reality it has the distinct feeling of having lost everything is difficult, I know.

But today you are not unconscious. Think about it.

You learned not to romanticize foreign recklessly charming.

Look beyond, now you know the attraction to distinguish from the friendship, you acknowledge that you have confused love with the estimate.

smile, maybe it is definitely longer time in which to exchange emotions for feelings.

The emotions hit you quickly, sometimes hurt you and leave you stunned.
no feelings. They assist
closely follow you for days, months, years and when they are noble and profound find the strength to lift you up, no matter what your weight, how steep the climb over the clouds at certain altitudes, the heat the sun does not burn: heat up.

Think back to those who reveal to you a cold and unfriendly attitude: you feel that you consider a beggar who give alms, do you?

Open your eyes and revises the scene, you see? what little they gave you was not charity: it was all they had.

And it was a little less than nothing.

Why? I ask. What made you hope that they had some kind of treasure to share?

fantasies belong to sleep, sleep does not allow carelessness.

But now rests Ross, sleep.

Close your eyes filled sunset of orange and black.
And do not worry.

After all, tomorrow is another day

Early Stage Gleason 8

After the operation ...


And here I am ... the surgery went well and my experience was positive. Before entering the operating room, I met, as per local practice, all coloro che sarebbbero stati dentro con me: 5 infermiere, l'anestesista, e per ultima la dott.ssa Greenseid, con la sua solita flemma e il suo sguardo fisso negli occhi che tanto mi rassicura. La loro preoccupazione maggiore era che io fossi consapevole di cosa stava per succedere. Ho addirittura dovuto ripetere, tipo interrogazione, che avevo capito che mi stavano per fare una ISTEROSCOPIA OPERATIVA . Un sacco di firme, domande tipo...se avevo un testamento e se volevo donare gli organi e via si comincia.
Tutti molto gentili...il fatto che fossi italiana dava loro modo di praticare le 2 o 3 parole nella nostra lingua che sapevano: L'anestesista mi ha addormentato dicendomi “Buonanotte Sabrina” e mi sono svegliata con un'infermiera proudly showing me his name card with "Italian" of her husband!

finally see Scott. As I walk toward him with the nurse who brings me the IV I think: "ffff ... annoys me that I see in this state." He tells me that he spoke with Dr. Greenseid: I had fibroids but a "colony of polyps," and that everything went well.

ask: "How many polyps?" And he replies that he, too, when I asked the Dr he just repeated "many!" Shaking his head.

In the early afternoon are already at home. Scott turns me around happily repeating "Good! Another big step forward...to build our family” e mi prende in giro chiamandomi “my polypsless girl”... che tradotto suona come..la mia ragazza depolipizzata!
Io sono un po' rintronata dal tutto. Sono preoccupata dalla quantità di medicine che dovrò continuare a prendere. Per una come me, che butta giù a fatica l'aspirina e pensa che l'aulin sia inutile, trovarsi una farmacia in casa è quantomeno scoraggiante.
Oltre alla pastiglia per il mio ipotiroidismo, mi ritrovo una bella confezione di estrogeni da prendere 2 volte al giorno, una di progesterone da iniziare tra 2 settimane, oltre alle vitamine prenatali. Decido di non iniziare nemmeno la cura di erbe che mi aveva suggerito l'agopuntore.
Acupuncture ?! Yes, we do not miss anything ... wandering on the Internet looking for information on infertility and artificial insemination read that Oriental medicine, and here in America is strong, it can increase up to 30% success rate of 'IVF. Do not let me say it twice, and last month began.


I read the contraindications of all these packages of medicine. The first sentence of estrogen states "This medicine increases the chance of developing uterine cancer ... The use of estrogen may increase the risk of heart attack, breast cancer and dementia" . The only thing I can do is highlight green this sentence. I look into the void. I can not formulate a thought. I say, "Yeah, okay, for those who take them for so ..." but the wink is cut into slices. I speak with Scott who tells me "Love do not worry, you are under medical supervision. You'll be all right. We did plenty of room in here for our Jason " (Yes, he already called for the baby name we have not yet!) And strokes my tummy. Sketch a smile, but I can not even think. I just want to talk to Dr, make them lots of questions maybe stupid and feel its "Do not worry !"... but the appointment is 10 days. I decide that I will still jump at the clinic the next week to talk with a nurse: there is always one there that answers your questions!

This morning I am dedicated to searching for information on these estrogen e. .. by Dan .. as images are also ingrassareeee! Oh, for those who know me a little 'know what it means for me this! An insult to my life always on a diet. My weight: 59.2 kg. Ahhhh ..... I'm fat, I'm gaining weight! Decision
absolute termination: Monday strict diet!
HAPPY EASTER!