Monday, August 30, 2010

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horrible things
exciting moments
each burst of wind that was blowing on my face.

People
and dreams and thoughts and prejudices

the relief of not having understood anything
presumption can do it alone
pathetic illusion that it did not need anyone

The confusion you feel after suffering a blow to the heart
which can not control but that arrogant, always trying to control he

Stockholm, yellow snow at sunset
friend who will never know it was this
hidden shame, I did not want

Since you do not mind being on my side, I do not like you to follow me closely, now disappear. I thought about it for you: your way is another.

success that you would prefer not to share
leave their jobs to return to work

Brilliant.
Thanks. Pray.
Please. Grace personified.

disjointed phrases, verbs, adjectives and subject to the bulk, commas, full stops.
E 'curious, more than the mind is tired it is hard to keep up.
runs fast and does not want to give explanations.

One ring, the phone.
The alarm rings.
Good night.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

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Intelligence edelweiss



Three days in the mountains: Small Dolomites. Small because there's little more than 2000 meters, are considered trinkets from the crowd of mountaineers in the summer that they prefer the Dolomites true, and thus have the advantage of being uncrowded and only by locals. Me and my group were an exception:-Where are you from? Toscani? - Yes, Florence! - Ah .- Faces surprises. We come from so far away to walk in that place little-known, well, that strange people.
Per aggiungere stranezza all'inconsueta situazione abbiamo anche fatto un lungo sentiero tutto saliscendi, con roccette da arrampicare e decisamente ripido. C'eravamo solo noi.
O meglio, noi e loro: le stelle alpine.
Ma quante! Milioni di stelle alpine. Erano dovunque. Avevamo paura di pestarle. E io che credevo fossero una specie in estinzione, un parto dell'estrosa fantasia di botanici visionari.
Macchè.
Le abbiamo immortalate in non so quante foto e credo che a più d'uno di noi sia venuta la tentazione di coglierne almeno una. Ma nessuno l'ha fatto; sarebbe stato come profanare un terreno sacro.
Poi, arrivati in prossimità del rifugio e di sentieri più frequentati, sparite. Come fossero state un sogno.
Non credo sia un caso. Forse ci "sentono" e ci evitano.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

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trifles

Buffo come basti a volte solo un piccolo particolare per dare la felicità. Un gesto spontaneo anche piccino, uno sguardo ridente, una piccola frase urlata a mo' di saluto, come stasera è successo a me. -Ciao, come sei bella in bici!-
Figurati come sono bella in bici. Eppure in quel momento era davvero così, non lo ha detto tanto per dire, no, ci credeva ed è stato questo a farmi stare bene.
Adoro i particolari.
:)

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Cake Boss/ Fondant Recipe

not for me

Detesto le persone egoiste. Se ne trovano ovunque, are always ready, like thieves. But there are people who do not know why, attracts them in a special way. No, not me, fortunately, I return to the standard, a friend of mine, someone whom I very well. The fact is that she almost does not make us any more. I'm there I feel bad for him. Fool. Yes, maybe.
Sometimes he complains of this, it is true, but then accepts the situation as inevitable in life: they ask the most absurd things, at any time, repeatedly, and she's there. But how?
But perhaps found a way to let it go and I know that ultimately makes the pleasure to be useful to someone.
I got to do that?

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Can You Wash Moccasins In The Washing Machine

MY FIRST "fear" quarter.

2 Giugno 2010. Festa della Repubblica?! Non soltanto!! Per me è stato soprattutto il giorno del mio TEST DI GRAVIDANZA ! Yes, after 11 days of endless waiting by the installation of my 2 embrioncini, this was the day of truth.
In fact, I felt a bit "pregnant" (mainly dizziness), but I thought it might be just my suggestion. I perfectly remember the phone call to Kim, the nurse at the clinic. When the phone rang I was looking for parking close to the work of Scott ... we decided to have lunch waiting for the result. "Hi Kim " I said, putting on the second row and not caring about the traffic. My heart was in 3000 and the only thing I added was a long time: "Soooo ???". And she said one word: CONGRATULATIONS! I can not explain the emotion of that moment, I just know that I was holding the phone and my hands were shaking so I could not even call Scott!

After the test on June 2 I had to do another two days after confirming the pregnancy (because you take hormones during the IVF cycle can "distort" the result) and then started the ultrasound to check the settinamali development of the fetus until the eighth week.
The first question was: "They attacked both the embryos? I have a twin? ". But you have to wait until the first ultrasound, after about ten days of testing. What stress! What I would have preferred? I can not say. What is certain is that after all I've done, they went very well 2, so I thought I removed all at once. But the first inspection only one bullet was throbbing, one little heart. Relieved? Disappointed? I do not know. The only real thought was: "There is a cuoricinoooo ... I AM PREGNANT! . When they made me feel the beat, the next week, was an incredible emotion .. that "tu-tum, tu-tum" enters your ears and heart and do not go away!
In the two months that followed I had one great moment of terror when I've had some losses. I spent an afternoon in a desperate and sleepless nights, but the next morning to he still had control, the red dot pulsing strong in my belly! In mid-July
Dr Greenseid said: " our work is about to end, gradually diminish the dose of hormone injections and hopefully you can go to a gynecologist normal." Eh, 2 months of daily injections of progesterone were not then the pleasure! Scott has become a model to infer what is not e. .. you would in certain situations: Scott delayed one day and the bite are made by me alone! But it was worth it :-)

all'IRMS last inspection the day I brought chocolates for everyone: nurses, sonographers, medical receptionist ... I can not never thank them enough!


But FIRST QUARTER of pregnancy was not so fabulous. One says: "Ok, you made all this difficult path, but now you're pregnant, relaxed." Well, not so easy!. The word FEAR best describes this period. During the first week I lived in terror of being able to have an abortion, since the risk is high, both for the fact that the age of insemination. I waited for those weekly visits to the clinic as the manna, worried that something might not go, do not be normal. And every time I went out with an ultrasound of my baby in my hand ... at the beginning it was just a circle, ma ogni settimana si avvicinava sempre più all'immagine di un bambino!

Ho vissuto 2 mesi e mezzo terrorizzata che qualsiasi cosa che facessi potesse farmi abortire. Praticamente ho messo in “stand by” il mio corpo, la mia vita. Niente più scuola, niente più ballo, niente più uscite di nessun tipo...L'unica cosa che mi sono concessa sono state brevi passeggiate. E giuro che per un tipo “non casalingo” come me è stato pesante!
Ho letto molto sull'argomento “gravidanza”, cercando però di non abituarmi troppo all'idea.
Anche la ricerca di un ginecologo e la scelta dell'ospedale dove partorire non sono state facili, vista la mia inesperienza locale. Il primo ginecologo che ho visto mi ha voluto fare un pap test e mi ha fatto sanguinare così tanto che sono finita all'ospedale disperata!!! Quindi ho subito cambiato e il nuovo, un filippino di nome Ernani, me lo sono fatta andar bene. Dopo un po' si comincia ad essere stanche.
Poi c'è stato il GRANDE PASSO : il superamento della 10° settimana. Da questo momento le possibilità di aborto spontaneo diminuiscono drasticamente e mi sarei dovuta sentire sollevata.
Ma il timore dell'aborto è stato rimpiazzato dalla nuova paura: SARA' SANO?
Con l'età aumenta il rischio di avere un bambino con Sindrome di Down o altre malattie cromosomiche e io mi sono fissata su questa cosa. Durante le ultime settimane the first quarter you can make a series of tests that give you a percentage of risk that your child has problems. I refused to do it. What I care to know that there are 1 in 20 chance, or 1 in 40 or 100 ... Only amniocentesis can give you a certain result and I will do that. So needless anxiety to undergo further exams by the first.

So LOOKS . I look amniocentesis August 26 and then the result will wait two weeks.
Mmmm ... Perhaps that is why we say: "I'm waiting" when you are pregnant ... WHY 'IS ALWAYS WAITING FOR THE RESULT OF SOME CONSIDERATION!