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Hello everyone!

This morning I got up early, excited by the idea of \u200b\u200bsharing with everyone who wants it, the road to the project + of my life: becoming a mother


to 40 years in New York!
Well yes ... last year I decided to leave my beautiful Florence, my home, my family, my friends, my job and follow your heart and married November 14, 2009 a wonderful person with a single flaw: being American!



So, not without difficulty, I moved ... taking with me many dreams and hopes, but also a lot of loneliness, having left all my life, my habits, my world.
And here I am in quite a skyscraper on the edge of Manhattan, in front of the my huge window overlooking the Statue of Liberty. Our thoughts turn often to my loved ones far and I hope this blog makes me feel less alone in my "rugged" road to motherhood.

My adventure in search of a child begins January 12, 2010. After several months of trying "natural" test ovulation, basal temperature, I said to Scott: "Love, why do not we go to a doctor to see if everything is OK? Maybe we need just a little bit 'of vitamins? ". And since I am one who likes to go straight to the point, I found an institute specializing in infertility.
Dr. Greenseid is a petite person, younger di me, che mi è piaciuta dal primo momento. E' calma e paziente, e meno male perchè il mio inglese è lontano dall'essere perfetto.
Vi siete mai chiesti come si traducono frasi tipo: “mi sento gonfia..ho delle perdite..” ; o quando ti chiedono di “spiegare” che tipo di mestruazioni hai?! Colore?! Densità?! Per non parlare della depressione che ti viene quando cerchi di capire come funziona il sistema sanitario americano!!

Dal primo appuntamento all'Institute of Reproductive Medicine and Sciences ( IRMS) io e Scott usciamo con una lista di esami lunga un mese!! Esami del sangue di tutti i tipi, mammografia, isterosalpingografia, spermiogramma per Scott... per non parlare the various types of ultrasound, transvaginal or not, which makes me all'IRMS directly.
The good thing is that the States do not have to wait months for an appointment, especially if you have a good health insurance such as ours. All very "easy" ... the IRMS take appointments, you go and you do not have to worry about even withdraw the exams because they ship directly to the doctor.
has begun ... well, to be honest, the exams are almost all mine. Scott copes with a blood test and a semen analysis (we "harvested" and brought home within 45 minutes to analyze :-). I have to do two mammograms and an ultrasound breast .. the girl that makes me fall in love with the examination the fact that I'm Italian and I bombarded with questions like: what is the best train to come to Italy from Paris? Stuff like that ... I exploit the speed of "friendship" to request information on the results of my exam: "What do you see? Why should I make 2 of mammograms? ". She cute. In the end, so good. Well also hysterosalpingography, examination is not funny where you inject "there" of the contrast to see if the tubes are open. My I am. I
an eco-trasnvaginale to 3 day cycle (I will not comment!), Blood tests at all hours of the day to test my hormone values \u200b\u200b... you know that in America do not have to be fasting for the investigation of blood?!

On February 4, is a day I will not forget easily. Scott and I we are received by a smiling Dr. Greenseid that with all the calm of this world tells us that "no one" of our exams went well!
The only chance of having a child is artificial insemination. Not that
in vivo (fertilize my eggs in me) but only in vitro : pulling my eggs fertilized in the laboratory and put it back inside ... we hope to survive! Luckily, I was thinking about some vitamins and go ... In the phrase of Dr.
"the chance that you will produce healthy eggs are very low, but there always adoption "I burst into tears. Scott gets up sentence: "Enough!" We calmed down. She explains the procedure to be followed to artificial insemination: more tests, hormone treatment. In the end I would ask: "What are the chances I have a son?". You tell me that you can not know because you do not know how to respond to hormonal treatments. I insist. He says: 50%. We

destroyed. My dreams of starting a new life and make me a family disintegrate. So many questions, many doubts. I call my friends ... talk to me vent .... Then one of them tells me a phrase: "you are one that when you want something you do not stop at nothing. Sure you have a child. " Li I wake up ... I'll try some! But I'll try not to distort one thing that should be natural .. I do my own internal clock, I do not want to get treatment to get pregnant even absurd! If after 2 or 3 times will not do, I'll stop. I'll cry all my lascrime and then continue on with my life.



And so with other investigations. My further echoed in water shows fibroids / polyps (I understand) ... Dr. tells me that their protocol provides that the IVF (I use the English term to refer to in vitro insemination) will be made only on uteri perfect. I ask: "mine is perfect?". He replies: "I will." I understand that after I have to work to remove these "so" that taking away from my baby ... especially if the children were more than one (as with IVF you enter more than one embryo, so if someone does not survive, there is always another ... unless they all survive!).

On 1 April 2010 I will work with. It will be my first experience in a hospital and am a little nervous! Let's hope so ...
We'll update!

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Authoritarian vs. Authoritative

Authority and stupid arrogance.

E 'unacceptable, but the two always coincide.

In the office or workshop. Often in families.

Everywhere.

Force, intimidate, physically or psychologically blackmail, more or less veiled: the means by which it is generally carried out, the authorities are always the same.

This video has been around the world.

Many of those sickened by the sight of these pictures have been the same the next day, in a surge of pride will be downloaded their subject throughout their inability to be real landmarks, imposing, intimidating, blackmailing psychologically or physically, more or less veiled.

authority that oppresses us is always that of others.

Yeah, can also be authoritarian Because of the responsibility entrusted to them.

Authoritative never will be.

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Post that it is not worth reading

Dear Andrea,

warmest congratulations on the success of your blog, although, to be honest I know that half of your visits, one quarter are Samuel, some of your relatives and those that remain all those who arrived on the blog by accident (I also include among them Alberto); respect you very much, for your first name, which I really like. Do you think that Andrea is also called red fish post-chloro that I keep in the kitchen!

It 's a bit like you, at first a bit' off-putting but great company when it ceases to be a fish out of water.

I confess that I will follow you for a long time and with perseverance, I was behind you, also last Friday, in the mail queue, you had the number 48B, 51B on I will, I feel that this means something to us, of course, to hear those witches of my friends it would be the simple fact that we get roughly the same time ... Phew, what are cynical ...

I know that much respect keep adequate distance so I will try not to be unduly bold.

is why I would say first that, as well as being bloody and lawless fascinating, I think you're an extremely inteligiente , we understand that you have from your verve a culture and perhaps even dialectical mastery over that of a participant in a reality whatsoever.

agree on this also my neighbor, called Vitina Oblique - Class 1927, a woman of great experience, which I often said I should learn from her to understand how to recognize a man from a snowman . Yet I still wondered whether there was his authority.

(Vitina ... To say he never had a boyfriend and still goes to sleep hugging Garfield).

After this brief introduction let me turn to the reason of my email.

I also like to write to the computer and compose puzzle on the blind side, but I must admit that I have some difficulty.

By writing I mean.

The last thing I wrote was a shopping list and thinks that I even forgot to mark the toasted bread with prunes! Noffink, as a writer I feel like a disaster.

And here you are.

You gently and kindly and individually help me become a writer (of post)?

How do you write a post?

Where did the idea relevant? Especially who is the father?

Because the Shroud is always hidden behind a sheet?

Gocciole or Pan di Stelle?

thank you for your very careful attention to salute you and send you a friendly kiss on the cheek.

With unalterable faith,

Ignazina Anchenò, caretaker.

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Ignazina Gentile,

is with a heart full of something that I thank you for the boundless love towards me that drop copious from each of your words.

I will not give compliments to the temptation to give back free, almost that simple that you received them were required to push me to reciprocate. No, I will not.

Let me just say that you are the most wonderful person I've had the good fortune to meet in my, albeit brief, reckless as forlorn existence.

Your letter (!) Raises questions that deserve answers concise and above series.

ask me how to write a post.

To begin it is necessary to dispel at least two common places:

- to write a post is necessary be a graduate summa cum laude Philosophy of Science at the National Academy of Lincei in Rome.

False.

The only certificate that can proudly boast the writer (ie me) is the degree of "Fish" earned during the course of swimming at the swimming pool below the age of 7 years.

This demonstrates the validity of an underestimated cliché swimming is a very complete sport.

- to write a post you must have an idea worthy.

False.

What you need if you want to write a post is really a feeling, preferably negative bar overwhelming.

The words must come out as lapilli from the volcano, like bullets from the gun, they must burn like splashes of hot oil from a pan sofficini.

Example: write "the gardens in front of my house were filled with white daisies" may be true but not interesting .

Otherwise, write "gardens in front of my house there are tufts of dirty syringes of blood," though far from reality, turns out to be tantalizing, the player moves all-encompassing emotion, fear, a sense of loss and the feeling that the writer is dealing with the well-being as loud denunciation a threatening danger (patience if it is not the truth.)

So the equation is: less daisies, syringes more bloody, less interesting place.

You must become a hero (he he ... joke) that denounces all pointing to the possible, the degradation of society but also the degradation of the degradation of degradation.

E 'is therefore clear that in order to stimulate the indignation (or interest) generally are not real news.

course you need an idea, but later, when and if necessary to justify what you wrote, if someone were to naively take you seriously and ask you to compliment or reasons as to what you wrote.

Ignazina See a post you can define a good post when the reader can immedesimarcivicicisi.

The contents represent the point of contact between writer and reader, while the ability to leave comments allows the reversal of roles, giving space to a constant dialogue between heritage and experience more or less similar between bloggers and readers.

final gem: if you want to write a post of interest on the assets you have to have a substantial experience of personal bankruptcies painful, at least at least you have tried in your life as annihilating feeling of frustration and powerlessness linked to mean an attempt to change a person.

When you reach the consciousness of having wasted the best of you, your non-renewable energy to get anything after you've turned the phrase 'So he / she does not change' when it no longer serves anything here At that moment you've earned a license as a writer.

From that moment, the thought pattern that leads to the creation of a post will invariably be the following: 1

- you come across someone who thinks he's happy;

2 - try to understand where they are wrong;

3 - to help him open his eyes.

Three steps that will ensure an equal if not literary success superior to mine.

Well, I hope my suggestions help you succeed, to you and to all those who now are wondering how did they get to read this far.

not my fault, you who have ignored the title.

I ask you as a daughter, a sister: If you have any questions and want me share with you some of my wisdom as I did with Ignazina not hold back.

Write anything, you usually require a pizzino or a post-it that does not stick anymore.

And please, in writing as in life, be yourself. Once you understand what

means.

Andrea

"Man is still less perfect as far as talking in person, give him a mask and he will tell the truth." Oscar Wilde

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Yes, but in the end?

are called fairy tales, but more often they are fables.

I do not know what the situation is today, but once they told the little ones, so that while listening to the child abducted, the parent, to do that again, he realized that he was understanding the real meaning soltanto in quel momento, a 15 - 20 anni di distanza da quando l’aveva sentita per la prima volta.

Di una fiaba si ricorda più agevolmente il finale, meglio che i singoli passaggi narrativi, forse per il fatto che generalmente la storia raccontata si risolve in un epilogo positivo e rassicurante .

Della favola, così attentamente congegnata da autori di tempi e profondità ormai lontane, sembra purtroppo interessare soltanto l'agognato finale .

E così, quando inizi a raccontare una storia a qualcuno che già la conosce, quello che fa? Ti dice: “Ah ma stai parlando di quella che finisce così e così, giusto?” The final

. There's nothing to do, to find a story from the many references as you instinctively ends, ignoring intermediate steps, as if they were subitems.

My occupation (self-vested in the absence of the most exciting distractions) as a pedantic debater, however, requires me to think in a pattern in contrast.

I still think that in a narrative what matters is the story , its development, no matter how this ends.

Nobody would dream of reading a book limit its last three pages: the consistency and takes the final thickness only from the moment it was possible to achieve in his own mind and take everything that precedes it .

This is true especially for the fairy tale does not just tell but it has the good fortune to live it.

Or, more tragically, only to remember.

"And they lived." END